Rolling on the bed and eating candies (they are sugar free, is that why the more i eat the moody i get), and looping Chilly Gonzales’s ‘Solo Piano II Piano Vision Medley’ on youtube. I really love this piano performance by him, so i don’t mind to manually loop it each time when the video ends. Nevertheless, i really don’t like this feeling of lying on the bed here now and feeling remorseful about this everything.